So much going on with this full moon! A T-Square (looks like a grand cross if you were to draw lines between the planets) connecting the Sun and Venus with
the Moon and Taurus (they are at opposite ends of the sky) and squaring (90 degree angle) the North and South Nodes of the moons.
Say what? In a nutshell: It’s time for a change. Or it’s time to change up how you normally
approach things. The Sun and Venus in Scorpio are shining a light on those subjects we cannot avoid but want to (death/rebirth) and unearthing what is below the surface, while the Moon and Uranus in Taurus are trying to find stability/security and freedom at the same time.
Relationships and money can be unstable or changeable now since Venus rules both. Venus is still in retrograde motion until November 15th, meaning that issues surrounding relationships/love, money/self-esteem, and beauty (outer vs. inner) may be on your mind. The Sun/Venus and Moon/Uranus are duking it out with the Nodes of the Moon, which have to do with karmic debt and growth of the
soul. There can be a clash between what you feel you need and old family habits and patterns that have shaped you. Where do you want to go in life or, better yet, where does your soul wants you to go? This clash of the Nodes can lead to a breakthrough and a feeling of getting on track if you are able to navigate it well.
Try not to make any sudden and impulsive decisions. Wait it out. Breathe. Feel. Everything. Then decide. There is a tendency now to rely on patterns of detaching and pushing away emotions when we need to embrace and show love, to act from the heart - don’t hold back. Don't hold love in. I remember seeing that
sentence in graffiti when I lived in California; at the time, I was holding back from saying how I really felt to someone. It's not a good feeling to hold your emotions hostage, and it's what causes stagnation.
With all this Scorpio energy in the sky, emotions will likely come boiling to the surface whether you like it or not. The Nodes of the Moon will be changing signs soon so this is the last big push from the universe (for now) to get in touch what makes your heart sing - for some this has to do with cultivating and sharing creative gifts, for others it has to do with children in your life (maybe
even your inner child) and, still, for others this is about love affairs/affairs of the heart.
Regarding the quote above, don't wait for "some day!" Do it now. Say the words, use the beautiful glasses or dishes
you are saving for company, wear the sexy dress (or cool top) that's in the closet waiting for the right occasion. Don't store things away for an imagined later and more important date. What day could be more important than the present moment? Scorpio teaches us to let go of what we don't need rather than accumulating baggage that has the emotions of "some day" (i.e., never) attached to it. Either use it or lose it, sistah.
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There are so many planets in Scorpio now, and Scorpio's mode is "fixed," which means that this energy is resistant to change, however Uranus, the revolutionizer, is shaking things up with the moon, so there is a
strong possibility of some sort of change in your life, whether that is on an emotional/subtle level or in your outer life. Remember that although Scorpio energy can bring up difficult emotions, this sign is ultimately about renewal and clearing out what is holding you down. As Ram Dass wrote, "Everything changes once we identify with being the witness to the story, instead of the actor in it."